What a sad thing it would be for someone to have no memory of the past.
But as she continued to speak, Jian Ran began to smile again, it was still her usual gentle smile. Her eyebrows slightly raised, her lips slightly raised, a faint smile, it was a very beautiful smile.
In the past, Qin Yue had always thought that her smile was very beautiful, but only today did he understand that this was a smile that Jian Ran was hiding from her true emotions.
Seeing her smile, Qin Yue only felt that someone was holding a blade, slashing it across his chest, and the pain was no longer his only feeling.
"Jian Ran, your father doesn't understand you, but I do. I know how upset and frightened you are. " "No," he said.
This was because he had been as afraid as she was, afraid that he would never be able to find her again in this life.
"You know me?" Jian Ran shook her head, revealing a bitter smile. The person he should know about was his "Jian Ran", and not her.
"Jian Ran, trust me." At that time, she didn't believe that he could deal with Gu Nanjing, and now, she also didn't believe that he could experience the pain that she had suffered.
"Can I really trust you?" Although she was still asking, Jian Ran told herself in her heart that she should believe him, as he was worth it for her to believe.
Suddenly, Jian Ran thought of the scene that suddenly appeared in her mind when she was shopping today, and she thought of Qin Yue who appeared in the image.
Qin Yue was wearing glasses the same as Qin Yue, the only difference was that Qin Yue was wearing a silver grey suit, and the white shirt that Qin Yue was wearing was holding her in his arms.
Qin Yue?
Why did she see such a scene?
Jian Ran still wanted to think more about it, but her body was getting more and more uncomfortable, and her heart was becoming more and more afraid, impatient, and powerless.
She wished she could hug Qin Yue and take two bites ?? ??
With that thought in mind, she moved a step faster than she thought. Her mouth opened and bit Qin Yue's shoulder, and through the thin white shirt, bit him, and tore and bit him like a mad little beast.
Not long after, fresh red blood stained Qin Yue's white shirt, at the same time, he also tasted the sweet smell of blood.
However, she did not stop. She continued to bite, bite, and tug, as if she was venting her heart's loneliness and fear at him.
The fresh blood flowed more and more, and slowly spread out, dyeing Qin Yue's white shirt red.
It clearly hurt a lot, but Qin Yue didn't even bat an eyelid as he allowed her to bite him.
Compared to being cut up, her memories of her past, and the three years she had lived, the little pain she felt from biting him was nothing.
Qin Yue did not stop his tearing actions. After instructing the driver to drive, he lowered his head and looked at her in his arms. His gaze was as gentle as the moonlight above his head.
Not only did he not stop her, he even gently stroked her head as if he was comforting a wounded animal.
"Jian Ran ??" I will never let you be afraid, never let you endure the loneliness of the night alone, never let you feel lonely and afraid.
After a long while, until she was almost home, Jian Ran finally let go of Qin Yue, and because she was too tired, she also fell asleep in Qin Yue's embrace.
Qin Yue held her tightly in his arms with one hand and gently caressed her knitted eyebrows with the other as he called out her name in his heart.
Before he met Jian Ran, or to be more precise, before Jian Ran disappeared, he did not believe that there was such a thing as love in this world.
In his view, when two people married, they would choose a partner who lived with them. As long as their personalities matched, their looks were pleasing to the eye, and there was nothing wrong with their lives, no matter who became his wife, he would accept it.
It was only until three years ago when Jian Ran suddenly disappeared from his world, and the moment he heard the grievous news, she realized that the reason why she did not have the time to date Jian Ran was not because she did not have the time, but because she did not meet the person she wanted to care about.
He understood that the reason he had chosen Jian Ran to marry at the time was not just because their personalities matched each other, but because he did not want her to be brought home by another man.
If that wasn't the case, how could he have painstakingly kicked out her blind date and sat down next to her?
However, his EQ was low, and by the time he understood, she was no longer by his side. He searched the entire world for her, and after three years, he found nothing.
Right now, he understood his own heart very well. He didn't want anyone else other than Jian Ran.
Jian Ran's dependence on morphine was even more severe than what Qin Yue had expected.
At this time, not only was Jian Ran who was lying on the bed covered in cold sweat, her mind was still unclear. From time to time, she would mumble something indistinctly.
Today, he examined Jian Ran's entire body and blood. The expert gave Qin Yue a recommendation to use the natural method of withdrawal.
Natural abstinence refers to forcibly interrupting the drug supply of addicts, providing the same diet and general care as the average person, so that the withdrawal symptoms of addicts will naturally fade and achieve the purpose of detoxification a method of detoxification.
This method is characterized by lack of administration, and the disadvantage is more painful.
Qin Yue also heard about the other methods of withdrawal. After careful deliberation, he decided to take the advice of the experts.
Although the process was painful, as long as he persevered, he wouldn't get addicted to it, and it would be more beneficial to his recovery later on.
He kept wiping the cold sweat on Jian Ran's forehead with a towel. He held her hand tightly, as if he was trying to give her strength in this way.
Seeing her in such pain, Qin Yue wished that he was the one to bear all of this, not the thin and petite Jian Ran.
After an unknown period of time, Jian Ran's condition finally improved a little. She powerlessly opened her eyes, her consciousness slowly returning, and she was able to clearly see Qin Yue beside her.
Seeing the blood stains on his shirt, Jian Ran's eyes widened, and his heart ached for some reason. "Are you injured? Are your injuries serious? "How did you get hurt?"
"I'm not hurt. This is a dye I accidentally dyed." He smiled at her and reached out to touch her head.
Jian Ran lightly shook her head: "It's not bad, it's just that I feel like all the strength in my body was sucked out."
Qin Yue retracted his hand, and said: "You close your eyes and lie down, I'll get someone to prepare something to eat."
Jian Ran laughed weakly: "Alright."
"Yes." Qin Yue pulled up the blanket and covered her, then got up and left.
"Qin Yue!"
"Hmm?"
"I'm fine." Jian Ran hurriedly shook her head again.
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