Because I Cannot Hurt You

Chapter 412 - The Memory Zapping Yunru Like Thunder

Zizi didn't move. She didn't dare show her face to Yunru. She quickly turned the phone to the other side as if she could still redeem herself. Yunru couldn't help but twitch.

"Princess, can you tell me...what you are doing?"

Zizi took a sharp breath. "...What are you doing here is what I should ask. How could you enter without permission! S-shameless! You had barged into my room at that time too…"

He was speechless. "You were taking such a long time. Then I saw you looking at your phone so earnestly, so I got curious. Can you really blame me?"

"Yes!"

"..."

"Princess, can you first turn?"

"No."

The tips of her ears were bright red. He pulled her hand and walked out of the bathroom.

"H-Hey!"

She wanted to run away again. She felt as if she completely lost her face. But he gave her no chance to escape.

Zizi was grumbling in complaint and refused to meet his eyes. Yunru coughed. "Well…"

"It's nothing!"

He raised his brow. "It's definitely not nothing. Tell me why were you... looking up those topics?"

The redness from her ears spread all the way to her neck.

He quickly explained. "You really don't need to worry about Dad's arrangements, neither do you have to feel pressured. So, please don't feel uncomfortable. We will sleep separately-"

Zizi widened her eyes. "No! I didn't mean that!"

She realized she accidentally glanced at him, and she quickly averted her eyes. Then she realized something, and her shoulders slumped.

"You…" she pursed her lips and fidgeted with her fingers. "You don't...w-want it?"

Yunru stared at her unblinkingly. His silence made her more anxious and saddened.

"I-Is it because...I don't have e-experience…" she said with a meek voice as her lips trembled.

"Experience?" Yunru couldn't understand for a moment. Then it finally dawned upon him. His jaw dropped in shock. "You mean experience in sex?"

Her face flushed as if she was dumped into boiling water. Her silence meant that he had hit the mark.

Zizi couldn't properly breathe. "O-of course that is what I am talking about!" She felt her chest stifle. "You-you...It's not your first time, right?"

Yunru froze.

It wasn't. His relationship with Shuang was actually physical rather than emotional.

Right now, it was quite a sensitive topic when his relationship with Zizi had just started.

Zizi quickly said, "You don't have to feel guilty about it. I didn't mean it that way. It all happened in your past when we hadn't met. Naturally, I won't say anything about it. It's just...I-I don't know much about it. So-so I just wanted to know the ways I can also…"

She was suddenly pulled into a tight embrace. Yunru pressed her waist, burying his face in her neck. He was silent for a minute before he pulled back and bore his gaze into her.

"So you were searching for tips on how to please me?"

She gulped, feeling embarrassed.

He knocked on her forehead and smiled. "Why are you so cute, Princess?"

She cleared her throat in pride. "Of course, I am cute."

"I really appreciate you doing this. But you don't have to. I don't want you to do something which will make you uncomfortable. Not having experience isn't really a big deal. If you think that I wouldn't be satisfied or will think less of you, then…" he narrowed his eyes, "I need to punish you if you think that I could think such things."

He pinched her jaw. "You just have to be the way you are. Your feelings will do the rest of the job. I want you to enjoy, not feel it as a burden as if you need to constantly please me."

Her eyes teared up, and she hugged him hard.

Yunru smiled.

"So...you actually don't mind…"

Zizi blushed. "Of course not. After you confessed, I was also thinking of the future when we would d-do it hehe…"

He choked.

As expected of Princess! She was already thinking miles ahead.

"I just didn't expect it would be this soon. Dad's surprise really shocked me. I wasn't just prepared as in with the…" she coughed, "research…"

Yunru squinted his eyes. "I see."

All my worry was unwarranted.

He smiled and brushed his thumb along her cheek. "Well then if Dad has gone through so much trouble for us, then we shouldn't waste his efforts."

Her heart skipped several beats.

"But first, you have to give your answer to my confession."

She pouted. "Don't you already know my answer?" She twirled her finger on his chest.

"But I want to hear it from you once again."

She wrapped her hands around his neck and tiptoed. "Soo Yunru. Princess Han Zizi really, really loves you very, very much! Will you be my boyfriend?"

He widened his eyes. "You...I wanted to ask you to be my girlfriend first!"

She stuck out her tongue and grinned. "Sorry, but you lost."

He was about to protest more when Zizi bridged the gap between them and kissed him on his lips. She pulled his neck and deepened the kiss. Yunru refused to step back either. Tilting his head, he captured her lips too, leaving no part unclaimed. Her red lipstick got smudged onto his lips, and he faintly tasted a cherry type flavor.

But as he kissed her, a certain memory flashed in his mind out of nowhere. It was the night when Zizi had found him crying on the beach, and then she had brought him back to his home. They were in his room when Zizi had changed his clothes, and then…

Then after quite an emotional talk where she cried and told him to let go of Shuang, Zizi kissed him. And Yunru hadn't stopped her. More like he couldn't.

His eyes flew open, and he suddenly parted away in shock.

Zizi was startled but was still blushing. "What happened?"

"You you…" he raised his trembling finger towards her, speechless.

"What's wrong with you?"

"Princess, when did we....have our first kiss?"

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